Ready or Not

Hanne Denney is a third year special education teacher at Arundel High School in Gambrills, Maryland. A career changer who entered the profession through an alternative-certification program, she's an older "new" teacher trying to bring relevance and rigor to her classes by tirelessly seeking wisdom as an educator. Hanne shares her perspective and ideas in this blog.

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October 29, 2006

Feeling Better, Thanks.

I have to say I am feeling better now. Thanks for your messages of support. It seems I am not the only teacher who sometimes feels lonely, even if the midst of a teeming high school.

Here’s how I am getting over my case of Third-Year Syndrome. I presented a workshop at a conference for educators in my county: “Manipulatives in Secondary Social Studies and English”. My background is in early childhood education, and I applied what I know about teaching with manipulatives to very young children to what I know about teaching older children. It occurred to me that if I am teaching to multiple intelligences, and differentiating for learning styles and abilities, then using manipulatives is a good way to go. I’ve used seashells and cotton balls, little green army men, paintbrushes and post-it notes. I’ve had students moving around to tap out sonnet rhythms, and I’ve served rice with spices to demonstrate the importance of trade. I’ve used lots of “tricks” to reach my students. I believe in the theory of learning styles. I decided to share my experiences.

When I gave this workshop a week ago, the teachers who attended seemed to get excited by the ideas I was presenting. Some contributed their own ideas, which got me excited about other things I could do. I promised to write down the ideas, and send it out to the participants. I haven’t finished it yet, but I will this week. I couldn’t find much research on the topic, although it makes a lot of common sense to me. If a child needs to touch something, or create a visual image, or move something (including their own body) to learn, then I need to provide the opportunity to do so. Even in high school.

It is intuitive to me that adding manipulatives makes learning more fun and interactive. Students may not talk to each other in class discussion, but they’ll pass spices around to smell and taste. Students will remember more about the lesson reinforced with manipulatives. I know that’s true, even if it’s not “proven” yet. The little children I taught years ago still remember about horseshoe crabs because we dug holes in the beach and buried pebbles, just like the crabs dig to bury their eggs. My senior English 12 students remembered trench warfare of World War I (taught in my 10th grade World Civilization class two years ago) because they had lined up little soldiers standing in trenches drawn on a chart. I just tested my theory of secondary manipulative use. I asked these same kids to describe trench warfare in writing, and had very little response. But when I gave them the little army men to set up again, 8 out of 10 students were able to describe the horrors of trench warfare. Only one said, “I still have no idea” after the exercise. This is a rather small sample, I know, but I think it works.

So. I’m back into the excitement of teaching because I presented my ideas to my colleagues, and received some positive feedback. Maybe that’s what I need to do when I am feeling bogged down by “same-old, same-old”. Try something new, and talk about it, and ask others about it, and write about it. I have to get excited about it.

I’m looking forward to school this week. Hope you are, too.

And if you want a copy of my notes on using manipulatives in secondary English and Social Studies, send me an email at hdenney@aacps.org. You have to promise to add your own ideas and send it back to me. Keep me excited.

October 16, 2006

Third-Year Syndrome

I’ve been waiting to write an entry, because my brain feels kind of cloudy. I’m slow, and a little achy, and my head feels tight. It would be easy to tell you I must be getting sick, but I don’t think that’s it. I’m suffering from “teacher flu”. I am kind-of down.

I am asking myself what kind of teacher I am. Am I a good teacher? Usually I think so, but right now I’m not that sure. This past couple of weeks has been hard. I am struggling with classroom management. I know its normal that after a month or so of school the freshmen have lost their initial trepidation and are now eager to find out how far the rules bend. Students who are struggling know their grades are low, and they’ve found out that sometimes it’s easier to avoid work by causing trouble than to attempt something that’s difficult. The “good” students are frustrated by the disruptive students, and are losing their patience with their classmates. They’re losing patience with me, waiting for me to get my teacher act together. I feel like I’m doing the least I can do.

Administration is starting to deal with the problems and we hear a list of “don’t forgets” and “be vigilant”. Our positive intervention system doesn’t have any more “Pride Bucks” to give out and students are wondering where the reward is. I’m working ten-hour days at school, with two hours of work at home every night, and scheduling my weekends around the long lesson planning I need to do. I need more of something – time would help, but that’s not enough. I think I need some love.

I have third-year teacher syndrome. The first year, there are mentors and support programs with seminars and free materials. The second year the mentor follows-up, and you’re still new enough that you can ask questions and not feel ignorant. Last year, my second year, I completed my teacher certification program and received my master’s degree. I had classes, and workshops, and conversations with experienced teachers. I had confirmation.

Third year, that’s all gone. No more mentoring or new teacher training. It’s not just that I learned a lot from those programs. It’s an issue of positive encouragement. The first two years people were around all the time, telling me I was doing well, and offering suggestions for improvement.

I am whining, I know. I need someone to tell me I’m doing a good job, that the students are learning, and that I continue to improve. I guess all teachers feel this way sometime, as if we’re struggling alone. We all need validation.

Well, I know what to do. Polish off my rosy attitude and walk back into school tomorrow with expectations of high achievement - first from myself, and then from my students. If I need help, I’m going to ask for it. If I see another teacher doing a really great job, I’m going to compliment him on his effort and skill. I’ll watch him and learn from what he’s doing. Then maybe I can turn it around and face one of the new, first-year teachers, and share some experience and words of encouragement. I’ll give that new teacher some love. It’s the least I can do.

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